grew up

it was between 2014 and 2017 the years in which i grew up and i could feel it.

i was listening to a 2014 newly arrived to ny song that brought me back to the feeling of.my staten island 40 minutes full.of hope yet desperation break, when i realized I can see myself as such different person.. in essence always so me but in so many ways i just grew up.

its funny how.in my life i always required NY to grow up.. first jump aug 2004 to 2005 and then this one period which started in july 2014. NY happens to be the common denominator but also this time lots of changes, therapies and also practices and putero de cojones also.influenced.

well just wanted to keep the record.