hopeful!

I think I'm ready... but now patience will be my master :).

I need to be clever and wise, I will need patience and perseverance,
I will also need some big big HUGE eggs when the day arrives..
but I'm here, a few months before, just working on that, and telling my self at least one thing
each day that gets me closer to that place, and to the state of mind i need for it. :)


just thinking about it gives me the chills, and crunches my stomach, oh!! but it feels just perfect,
It is as if I was sleep for a couple of years already and I'm finally feeling again the wonders of life.